October 2009
11 posts
Air Force
I just, and I mean just told my mom I want to go into the Air Force. I decided I need help researching. I would like to do something with photography I can see myself taking pictures from a plane. I can see myself sitting at a computer editing photos. That’s so me. I need to look up more jobs though in case there’s no openings in Still Photography Apprenticing. I’m really excited now. I hope my...
Ughhhh
Losing a friend really hurts, and knowing it’s my fault and I caused everyone the pain is even worse I feel like such a failure. I’ll admit there was a love triangle going on between Kodi, Shawn and I. Shawn broke it off I guess. He refuses to talk to me anymore. He ended our friendship in an email which Kodi had to read to me because Shawn refused to tell me himself (I didn’t...
Prompt Of The Day
A window with silver paint, my reflection is what I see. My eye, dark blue and gray. Stunning in some ways. They speak for themselves. They’re the windows to my soul. A manifestation of the the truth. You see all my weakness, all my love. You see my life, my struggles, my failures. My eyes smile for you. They cry for you. It’s as if my heart is right in view. Pain, and past hurts, you...
Prompt Of The Day
A kind friend on dA gave me a link to a blog to help inspire writers. Well the woman from the blog is hiatusing because she lost her job. Understandable she has family to tend to. I found this site. It’s a little juvenile but until I find something better I’ll use this. (Mind you LJ questions of the day don’t usually inspire me). Here’s the [link] ....
Losing the Spark /// Post from dA
I’m losing my spark for deviantart. There’s only a few people right now that make me enjoy it. I am happy that I’ve been making friends and that my journals and my art matter to people. It’s kind of a slow process. I’m not giving up on dA mind you, I’m just…slowing down. I don’t currently have anything to take pictures of. My writings aren’t...
Too Early
pawnshopheart:
I woke up way too early because Zeus was whining. Admittedly, I was also excited to see if Craig wrote back because, as of 11:30 last night (9:30 his time) he hadn’t. I am kind of worried that he didn’t. He didn’t even post/comment anything on Xanga last night. So, I am hoping he just got caught up in his writing and went to sleep.
Mom never text or called me back last night. I...
Charles
So basically there was this guy I was online dating that I shouldn’t have. His name is Charles he’s 27, I am 17. Basically everything fell apart and he really hurt me. I wasn’t good enough. Now I’m finding it hard to look at pictures of him or to see his myspace. It really shouldn’t bother me I know. I don’t love him anymore but the wounds are still deep. I...
What's wrong and what's right.
Basically I was telling my friend about the boy situation I’m going through. I like two guys at once so for the time being I chose to be with neither. Somehow we got onto the subject of they’re one friend have a lolita fetish. She says because they have a “pedo” friend I should stay away from them. Don’t get me wrong I think this friend needs to go into therapy,...
I Know This Isn't Knew But...
Please let me let it out. I feel shitty. I feel like people have been throwing rocks at me for years. I these small unhappinesses are wearing me down. I HATE my life. I don’t hate people, I just HATE myself and my life. Basically this is what I’m going through right now: -Am currently not passing 10th grade for the 3rd time -Am not allowed to call friends anymore because of my...
Thinking
I’ve been thinking since tumblr connects to facebook I can just post stuff here and it’ll go straight there. I still need to test this out mind you. And maybe I’ll keep one personal blog and one facebook blog I don’t know. We’ll see.
Hey I'm New
Hey I’m Rin, I’m not new to blogging but someone (who’s art I admire) on deviant-art was advertising their tumblr so I wanted to see what it was. It’s a blog! I was pleasantly surprised, I’m liking the set up so far. Now to make new friends :D