Basically I was telling my friend about the boy situation I’m going through. I like two guys at once so for the time being I chose to be with neither. Somehow we got onto the subject of they’re one friend have a lolita fetish. She says because they have a “pedo” friend I should stay away from them. Don’t get me wrong I think this friend needs to go into therapy, honestly. But he hasn’t touched anyone yet, and I think there’s still time to make sure he doesn’t. I don’t want to stay away from these boys I love them. There’s not that messed up. Honestly they won’t even have “bad habits”. Yes they have odd fetishes and yes Jamel needs therapy but that’s the worst of it. They drink and play Yugioh cards. I mean seriously…I don’t think they’re a bad influence.

Honestly when I first heard about Jamel I was really really shocked and I almost threw up. But I remembered that I’m a cutter and I’m not perfect and that’s something that disgusts people and I had to get therapy for.

Also if I EVER hang out with Jamel I will watch the punk like a hawk I will be up his ass. And if we do become friends someday I’d try to convince him to go to therapy.

Overall not a good situation, I’m not defending his thoughts, I’m just defending his ability to change and that my friend won’t “ruin my life”.