I just, and I mean just told my mom I want to go into the Air Force. I decided I need help researching. I would like to do something with photography I can see myself taking pictures from a plane. I can see myself sitting at a computer editing photos. That’s so me. I need to look up more jobs though in case there’s no openings in Still Photography Apprenticing. I’m really excited now. I hope my mom will be on my side. I think she’s still worried about the G.E.D. thing, I am too. I’d still have to study everyday. I’d probably end up working out every morning, going to work, then coming home and studying for my G.E.D. then bed. That actually doesn’t sound bad to me. I mean starting out it’d be scary because I would be going to the gym by myself. Or I can buy something off T.V. I saw this thing you stand on and rock on and whatnot and I think it’d work. Also I can go running. I bet Char would run with me.

I really need something to work out. Things are just falling apart.